It does't make any sense, that's why I trust it

It feels as if I'm talking to a wall, yet all I do, is put on a fake smile, and keep on going.
Why, you say? Because every now and then your head is so full of shit, unnecessary thoughts and filthy dirt, that you sometimes seem like you don't care who you're talking to, the point is to say it out loud, and let it go. The truth is it doesn't dissapear. All the shit, all the unnecessary thoughts and all the filthy dirt gets inhanced by the one and only thought that no one listens to what you're saying, no one at all. With this, your thoughts grow, to be even bigger issues in your head. Write it down. Scream. Get it out, one way or the other. Then your thoughts will let go themselves.